HAPPY BLESSED 19TH BIRTHDAY RIDWAN!!! i know you won't read this but still, i just want to type it here, like a dedication post aka birthday wish(tho i wished him like 2 times haha) so here it goes... time flies yes, 5 months of knowing and talking to each other and it really feels surreal because i really didn't expected us to be this close after knowing that you actually knew i eyecandy you. it was super duper awkward and i had no intention/motive either. i didn't know how we started talking.. i mean yes, we did talked about osep and that was our very FIRST topic but eventually, we started snapchat but again, i don't know how that even happened(?!?!?) most probably it was me who started it because i was the one who kept fangirling about you gosh, it was the most embarrassing period but i don't really care so i just did what i love. maybe i tried a little hard to get your attention, MAYBE but oh well,. it was really fun talking to you and yo...