About me.

Since there is still Phase 1, I should make use of my blog that is quite dead. Let's just do this typical "30 Day Blog Challenge". Probably, nobody is going to read this but 10 years down the road, I will open this space again and read back. :')

Day 1: Write some basic things about yourself. 

I am honestly a simple person to be with. There is a big difference between how I was when I was in secondary and how I am now. Many people in my secondary school would see me as a toxic and immature person. But let's be frank, who wasn't toxic and immature back in their days? We are all foolish and impatient. We took things for granted and we thought we knew what was right and wrong. I am so glad I went through all those hiccups because I am so proud of how I am today. 

Just 10 basic things about me: 

1. I am more of an introvert than an extrovert.

Yes, I know some of you would say, "Are you sure?" or "You are outgoing". I can be outgoing sometimes but that depends on the group of people that I meet. As I grow older, I tend to not make a lot of friends. I used to think friends were everything and it was good to have a lot of friends because you have the 'fame'. But I realized, having so many friends will complicate things. That was why I told myself that when I stepped into poly, I should be as low-key as possible because I do not want that kind of attention. Unfortunately, I made a mistake here and there because I didn't know the meaning of true friends yet. Anyways, cut it short, all's good now. 

2. I love pink, yellow, white, and blue. 

Anything pastel maybe haha. These colors really brighten up my mood. 

3. I love to travel. 

If you are my friend and you love traveling, please travel with me hahaha, traveling makes me so happy!! I cannot wait to travel around the world with the love of my life. 

4. I was a rebellious kid. 

My rebellious phase started in primary school until..... secondary 3/4? It all started when people started bullying me back then in primary school, calling me fat, ugly, and a loser. It kinda got into my head and I told myself I should stand up for myself but I chose the wrong path by mixing with wrong people :') (I am a decent girl now, don't you worry) 

5. I am a very emotional person.

I am a super emotional person. I always try to put myself into someone's shoes and sometimes, I start to cry. Sometimes, at night, just starring at my brother or parents, I would cry because I think a lot about, "What if I wasn't alive?" and I really want to achieve more to help my family no matter how complicated my family is. I still love them for who they are and it hurts me a lot whenever I see them struggling. I always tell myself to be a better person and I am still trying to achieve that goal. 

6. I always put my feelings second. 

I care for the people that I love. I always put their feelings first. Especially when I argue with my boyfriend, even if it is a stupid argument, I would take the blame. I feel like he deserves better and I shouldn't hurt his feelings in any kind of way. Even when there are days that he upset me, I would still feel like it was my fault and I would apologize. In any kind of way, circumstances or scenarios, I always put their feelings first. 

7. I love to go on food adventures.

PLEASE DRAG ME OUR FOR FOOD HUNTING WHEN ALL OF THIS ENDS!!!!!

8. I cannot speak fluent Malay. 

PLEASE DONT ASK ME WHY!!!!!!!!!!!! 

9. I am quite hard-working (hahaha, self-praise)

But for real, I worked so hard to earn money so that I can have my own extra pocket money. My parents are old so if they don't give me pocket money, I would just try to work extra hours to earn more. When it comes to studying.  I put 101% but when I fail, I cry non stop hahaha. 

10. I love handwritten notes. 

So you know what to get for me on my birthday hehe. 

Ok, that's all!! Please stay tuned for tomorrow's blog post oki, thank you for reading till this far. I love you. 

Till then.