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Since there is still Phase 1, I should make use of my blog that is quite dead. Let's just do this typical "30 Day Blog Challenge". Probably, nobody is going to read this but 10 years down the road, I will open this space again and read back. :') Day 1: Write some basic things about yourself.  I am honestly a simple person to be with. There is a big difference between how I was when I was in secondary and how I am now. Many people in my secondary school would see me as a toxic and immature person. But let's be frank, who wasn't toxic and immature back in their days? We are all foolish and impatient. We took things for granted and we thought we knew what was right and wrong. I am so glad I went through all those hiccups because I am so proud of how I am today.  Just 10 basic things about me:  1. I am more of an introvert than an extrovert. Yes, I know some of you would say, "Are you sure?" or "You are outgoing". I can...
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Miracles do happen.

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Something that I always look forward to is the day we have our own house, family, and travel around while we are still young. I always dream of going to places with you and doing different kinds of activities with you. The thought of it always makes me smile. It is so nice to have someone that shares the same goal with you and we both are working towards it together even if it is a small step. What matters is the process, isn't it? Up till this day, I am so grateful that we are together. I am thankful to be given a chance to amend things back. I have never regretted to chase you and make things better again. Thank you for entering into my life and always nurturing me. Sometimes, I read those posts you posted back then in our shared account and I always feel grateful that I was able to make you smile again. We met again, and here we are now. You have made me realize to cherish all the little things that are given to me, be it big or small. I shouldn't be greedy with the th...
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To the guy I love:  Thank you.  I am so glad that you came into my life again. It's relieving to know that everything is slowly back to how we used to be, in fact, it is way much better than the previous time. It's like all my hopes and wishes came true and it felt like it was worth the wait. To be very honest, I was already losing hopes because I got tired, it felt like nothing will be the same but I guess, I was wrong. It is better than I expected. The day we sorted things out, it felt surreal yet deep inside me, I felt like I was lucky enough to be given another chance to amend things.  I said to you before, I am so bad at words and sometimes, I am bad at showing you how much I appreciate you. I am sorry about that, but give me some time, probably sooner or later, I'll surprise you hehe.  You know, I don't think I've told you this before but you've shown me so many things that I thought it was just those stupid theories and quotes. I d...
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HAPPY BLESSED 19TH BIRTHDAY RIDWAN!!!  i know you won't read this but still, i just want to type it here, like a dedication post aka birthday wish(tho i wished him like 2 times haha) so here it goes... time flies yes, 5 months of knowing and talking to each other and it really feels surreal because i really didn't expected us to be this close after knowing that you actually knew i eyecandy you. it was super duper awkward and i had no intention/motive either. i didn't know how we started talking.. i mean yes, we did talked about osep and that was our very FIRST topic but eventually, we started snapchat but again, i don't know how that even happened(?!?!?) most probably it was me who started it because i was the one who kept fangirling about you gosh, it was the most embarrassing period but i don't really care so i just did what i love.  maybe i tried a little hard to get your attention, MAYBE but oh well,. it was really fun talking to you and yo...
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